i feel like im caught in Cher's shoes.
Cher's jus got the man of her wants, but yet he used to be someone else's one.. And yes indeed, love is selfish, it fights for itself, it has no clear line.. And she's caught with his ex being so sticky to her guy, behaving as tho they both were together again.. n here she is hurt and yet jus silently waiting for another few months to pass to confront him about it.. what if i were in her shoes? would it b all that easy to execute? to differentiate and get in touch with my inner self and do the right things instead of the very wrong things that my heart desire? will i be happy doing so? im lookin at Cher and shes really in sucha spot which if i was in, i'd have SCREAMED my head off.. i'd have jus broken down n cried.. Yet again, i want him bad.. so?

Sometimes, when you step in and be in the situation, things change..
Sometimes, when you leave, everything else ard you changes..
So sometimes, how can u be fair to all parties?
is it right to be be fair to individuals who you think deserve it? and who are you to say that they do or dont deserve it... golly.. my head's spinning.. the migraine's getting worse..


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in my mind, all i see is you..
tonight all i want is you..
and here i am, right here waiting for you..
to have one more dance..
with you in my arms..
where feelings flood my heavy heart..
and yet again, do i have the courage to part?
with you, my sweetest surrender...
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sighs.. do not try what you dont wish others to do unto you. so what's yer take?
brotherhood?
sister ya-ya?
secret love?
or jus a face in the crowd?